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Usually I cycle through being happy and upset but lately its just mostly stressed and upset. I think I’ve had one really ok night where I actually felt happy and that was because I got really drunk and even then there was still a lot of negativity

Sometimes I forget I’m 26 fucking years old. I think its because I acted overly mature when I was younger because I was afraid of doing anything fun out of fear of being judged as “just another stupid kid” and trying to pretend I was

Work has been incredibly stressful the past couple of weeks in the new building. No one knows what they’re doing and its not been fun. I’m working with two people that if you can believe it have communication skills as bad if not worse than

I’ve been back and forth about saying this because honestly its not something I’ll actually do, but its been enough of a bother that I have to get the thought out. Every few days in the morning when I first wake up, I want to hang myself.

I l;ove how everything positive has a negative impact on how I feel in the long run. I mean, being happy just makes things worse. I just want to be numb forever. At least I’ll be able to function. I guess its kinda sad, but the more positive things

I don’t really do much of anything or go anywhere because most of the time I can’t handle crowds of people. The last time I went somewhere important I ended up really anxious and upset but tried to fight it for too long and everything went

I wish I had more friends that send me random funny things, or just stuff in general. It is incredibly rare to get anything from anyone, IRL or on this site. I’m pretty sure the problem is me though because I have nothing to share back or even

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